School school school

Screw people. Some people are mean. Some people are ignorant. Some people are quiet. Some people are rude. Some people are scarily tall and run in to 5'2" girls when they're not looking. And some people have huge backpack that when but next to each other, don't allow others to pass. It's fun to play red rover with backpacks. Or couples. That's really fun, because you see couples everywhere in high school, everywhere you look. They all ask each other to homecoming and stuff, and some people ask people they like. It's a weird mixture of cute and "oh my god please no more homecoming invites". But I suppose you cannot help it when people like each other. 
I might ask someone, depending on my courage, mood, and how well it is going with that person. However, I find that it will be difficult for a technically freshman girl to ask a senior guy who has little interest in girls. Kind of a challenge, but one that I will probably take. 

I remember this from last year.

I find it unlikely that anyone will ask me to homecoming, partially because no one talks to me and mostly because, well, guys don't like me in general. But this guy sometimes talks to me, and that makes me happy. Of course he would never like me though. He's just so cute... And really talented at playing the viola too. There's just such a big age difference and we don't really "chit-chat", so I know almost nothing about him. He seems nice though.

Oh dear god.

Symphony is so much fun, because first, I don't have to sit next to or listen to my crappy stand partner play or sing. GOSH SHE SINGS SO MUCH. I don't know why it bothers me so much, but it does. And sitting next to her is the loudest player in the orchestra, who always plays flat and too slow. I wish I was in chamber... But it'd be awkward in there. I wish some other violist could take my place in string... 

Ah well. My parents are making me take an SAT math class every Saturday now. How fun. I just hope that today, they'll give us a logic puzzle.

I just found my iPod. It's so old and broken, partially because one time, my dog chewed on it while it was plugged in to the computer to recharge, but it still works... I've had this for almost... 7 years? Wow. Seven years on my birthday. Geez, that's super old. 

Lately I've been obsessed with depressing songs, so I found this one super depressing k-pop song. I KNOW. K-POP. But it sounds really nice and depressing-y. Even the music video is messed up. My play list is so weird, it's got songs from all over the place. Except country. ಠ_ಠ Never country. 

To ask or not to ask. That's the question in my head. I was originally planning on not going, then something happened, and now my friend is making me go. And since I don't really want to go alone because it'd feel like I'm third-wheeling (which is never good), maybe I should ask someone, but there's only one person I'd want to ask and he's far out of my league (in my own opinion) as I have said before. 

I drew a unicorn. No, she's not sad, that's how she always looks. What's wrong with her mouth???