Gragh, badminton

If any of you are in badminton who read this blahg of mine, you would see that I was drowning in tears today. Partially because I was stressed, and partially because I lost every single game I played. I really really want to be in varsity, but it seems like that won't happen at this rate.I REALLY WANT TO BE ON VARSITY. THESE SEVVIES ARE MAKING ME CRAZY. ARGH. BLARGH BALRGH BLATGH. I'm going mentally strange XD.