I might ask someone, depending on my courage, mood, and how well it is going with that person. However, I find that it will be difficult for a technically freshman girl to ask a senior guy who has little interest in girls. Kind of a challenge, but one that I will probably take.
I remember this from last year. |
Oh dear god. |
Symphony is so much fun, because first, I don't have to sit next to or listen to my crappy stand partner play or sing. GOSH SHE SINGS SO MUCH. I don't know why it bothers me so much, but it does. And sitting next to her is the loudest player in the orchestra, who always plays flat and too slow. I wish I was in chamber... But it'd be awkward in there. I wish some other violist could take my place in string...
Ah well. My parents are making me take an SAT math class every Saturday now. How fun. I just hope that today, they'll give us a logic puzzle.
I just found my iPod. It's so old and broken, partially because one time, my dog chewed on it while it was plugged in to the computer to recharge, but it still works... I've had this for almost... 7 years? Wow. Seven years on my birthday. Geez, that's super old.
Lately I've been obsessed with depressing songs, so I found this one super depressing k-pop song. I KNOW. K-POP. But it sounds really nice and depressing-y. Even the music video is messed up. My play list is so weird, it's got songs from all over the place. Except country. ಠ_ಠ Never country.
To ask or not to ask. That's the question in my head. I was originally planning on not going, then something happened, and now my friend is making me go. And since I don't really want to go alone because it'd feel like I'm third-wheeling (which is never good), maybe I should ask someone, but there's only one person I'd want to ask and he's far out of my league (in my own opinion) as I have said before.
I drew a unicorn. No, she's not sad, that's how she always looks. What's wrong with her mouth??? |